My eyes are closed.
Baby girl looks like a mini rock star wanna be.
See her hat?! She totally wanted it cuz it looked like Strawberry Shortcake’s. –true story.
My men, they’re just handsome.
I sent my sister this picture yesterday & she replied with, “OMG dude! Your boobs are huge!” Haha. Apparently being almost 10wks pregnant has increased my boob size. That would explain the annoying fucking pain they’ve been causing me.
Anyway. The deployment has officially started. This was our last family photo for a while.
I didn’t cry. I teared up a bit, but he asked us to leave before they loaded up the buses. He walked us out to the car, hugged the kids, put them in, hugged me, took a funny pic with me (I’ll post later for you guys to see), kissed me and left. I teared up a bit but didn’t cry. I still haven’t. I’m not sure if I’m just numb or if it hasn’t really hit me yet or what.
I think I’m too sick to really let if affect me yet.
I have a cold. A ridiculous could. My head feels like it’s the size of a blimp. My nose hurts, it’s runny. I woke up so many times last night thinking it was bleeding but turns out it was just really running. I then woke up at 6am to go pee, blew my nose, climbed back in bed only to rush back to the bathroom after a coughing fit that led me to dry heaves. Not fun at all. I sneeze and it hurts. I have no energy, my throat is so sore it hurts to talk or swallow or even sip water. I’m miserable and it’s not even due to deployment yet.
Anyway, that’s pretty much it for this post. Just wanted to give you guys a mini update. I swear I’ll have more pictures and words for you when my head is more balloon sized and less blimp sized.